The withered flower

Thinking

xantika | June 22, 2009 08:53

Im tired... Im living like in an unreal space.

Some years ago I was sure that the world was trying to destroy me.

Now, Im sure that the problem is that I haven´t found the real objective of the existence.

Probably thats because I will continue living and re-living again after this life and after the next one... until I learn the real objetive of all this; until I can understand the power of the spirit and not only be certain that it is there, in everything.

Im ready to begin learning, but Im still so human, so... skin and bones...

However, I´ll keep on the road and maybe someday I will be able to know....

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keep going....

sandy | 06/23/2009, 20:44

Thanks for your thoughts..... yes small goals are good, more achievable & very encouraging to keep trying. I hope you are enjoying being married. Sometimes it helps to have distractions in our lives so we don't have to think so much about ourselves & food. Try & see your marriage as YOUR opportunity to have that new life you are looking for - old life is gone & you are a new person - stepping into a new phase of life. You've made some huge steps forward recently, can I encourage you with I know you CAN do it, don't give up but fight hard, YOU are worth it. I'm sure your man would be a strength to you in the fight if you let him Support people I have found are so helpful to keeping me on track & ED just loves to isolate us & keep things secretive for that reason. So take good care of YOU. :)

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